Blindfolded..

Do I, or do I not?
See them wed, or gift something that can be bought?
Buy veggies new, or eat the ones that in my fridge rot?
Send mamma home, or enjoy her time that I’ve got?
Go out with friends, or tell them I’m home not?
Write my appraisal the way I thoght, or mail it the way I wrote?
Tell her I’ll see her as soon as mom’s back, or wait formore fish to be caught?
Tell my boss that I’ve had it enough, or let my poverty decide what i’m not!

do or do I not?