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February 4, 2008
Just how long do you convince yourself that your inability to just exist is a passing phase?
when do you decide this is enough? and how do you decide how much is too much..
At what point do you say I’m done?
Fuck
I wish I knew..
pointlessness is getting to me, I can feel the vacuum in my marrow.. and I cant even crash and break anything anymore…
February 5, 2008 at 3:46 am
Kd.. dude.. i dont know what to say… just that dont lose it.. you’ll get over..
February 5, 2008 at 9:16 pm
I wish I knew what to say. I know what I SHOULD be saying…that this will pass and you’ll be the better for it. Maybe it is true, but I guess right now, that’s not much of a consolation.
Ah well.
February 5, 2008 at 10:40 pm
I wud rather believe that you have restrained urself to blog only in the extremity of one spectrum..and decided to live out the other spectrum of joy…
Shit happens!
But u deserve far better.
February 6, 2008 at 7:02 pm
I think i agree with jinxed.. several stories were waiting to be told, but none of them push thru unless it crosses the sadness barrier ..only pain seems to manage to make me reach for the keyboard .. I guess i owe u all an apology .